Fear of change is nothing if not fear of the unknown.
When failure is your certainty, it is fear of failure that becomes your cripple.
Change implies the abandonment of a static condition of misery and illness.
This may sound outstanding ; however… when that is all you know, the fear of failure and return to the previous status is such that it may be near impossible to undergo radical change without a psychological discrepancy, which as of itself hinges on the fracture already in that individual’s mind.
That is why we run away from failure, we run away from change, we remain hinged to the certainty of misery to not risk the possibility of it.
This behavior is quite disconcerting and scares me, I want to break the chains and let go. What happens next though? Who am I? What remains?
Too many unanswered questions. Too many radicated fears. The fear of failing at happiness. Failing at living. That’s why I still struggle to let go. I need to though, I understand that. It’s just hard… A giant leap into nothing, pure uncertainty where anything can happen.

Wow that is so true and thank you so much for this post!!!💄👠😍👠💄
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Here is my latest post about the crashes of the ADHD brain, written DURING the crash.
😖 Perpetual madness of the mind
https://rawthoughtsfromchelle.wordpress.com/2019/03/22/perpetual-madness-of-the-mind/
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