Happiness

This post is different from others, in a sense meaning that I don’t have that much to say precisely, however I feel that my current emotional state is such that sharing it with you is a good idea.

It’s very simple actually, more simple than anything I have tried to explain before. So simple, yet so complicated only because it is I who am feeling it. I’m happy.

I’m happy not because something has happened to trigger it, nor because today has gone particularly well; I am merely just happy.

It isn’t a strong form of happiness, more of a basic state over which the other emotions I feel form. Nonetheless it’s true, I feel happy. I like thinking about my future. I’m calm. I’m just happy…

… And feeling this is what I have hoped for, longed for, for a very long time.

I know it won’t last forever, because life has it’s ups and downs, I’m not delusional, but I’m finally able to say: “I’m in a good mood”.

I feel relieved.

Yours sincerely,

Dysfunctional Girl