Heartbroken

Unexpected;A fracture in my worn out heart.I'm falling apart;Drowning in an ocean of my own tears. Disconnected;My mind is nowhere to be found.I'm falling apart;Torturous thoughts ringing in my ears. Rejected;Focused on my wound.I'm falling apart;Hoping there's someone who cares. Reflected;In the mirror.Reduced to a shadow of my pain and loss. Bleeding Heart Yours sincerely, … Continue reading Heartbroken →

Step into the light

Just a quick sketch to remind myself that there is always hope. Yours sincerely, Dysfunctional Girl

“My mind is a prison”

This illustration is dedicated to Alec Benjamin's song: "My mind is a prison". I find this song very relatable and hope you enjoy the illustration. "I don't live in California, I'll inform you, that's not where I reside.I'm just a tenant, paying rent inside this body and I,got two windows and those windows, well I'll … Continue reading “My mind is a prison” →

Sleeping… Or absence of such

It is currently 11,45 PM, I've taken all my sleeping medication, yet I can't seem to fall asleep. Don't get me wrong, I feel exhausted and would wish for nothing more than a good night's sleep, but unfortunately this isn't the case and as soon as I put my head on the pillow I'm overwhelmed … Continue reading Sleeping… Or absence of such →

Emptiness

This is how I felt during most of the lockdown. Empty, without the will to even get out of bed. Never have I spent so many hours gazing into nothingness. It was horrible... Dysfunctional Girl

Fear of Change

Fear of change is nothing if not fear of the unknown. When failure is your certainty, it is fear of failure that becomes your cripple. Change implies the abandonment of a static condition of misery and illness. This may sound outstanding ; however... when that is all you know, the fear of failure and return … Continue reading Fear of Change →

The Chains of Despair

This image was (obviously, if you are familiar with the manga) inspired by Raven from "Pandora Hearts". Nonetheless, I feel it expresses the loneliness felt in being chained to your demon, unable to run from it. This relates to my latest post about anorexia which I hope you enjoyed, as well as this picture. Dysfunctional … Continue reading The Chains of Despair →