Living with a mental illness is hard, but it's also hard to be there for someone with a mental illness. This is dedicated to a person who has always been by my side, even when I was pushing her away. Growing up,I didn't know at twenty I'd be looking for forgiveness;Forgiveness from the one who'd … Continue reading I’m sorry…
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A panic Attack – Short Story
I wrote this after one of the many panic attacks I had during lockdown. I hope you enjoy. She tried to take a deep breath, only to find it felt like a thousand needles pricking her lungs. Her head felt heavy, eyes droopy, as the sought after high kicked in.She was in excruciating pain. Not … Continue reading A panic Attack – Short Story
Surviving a Lockdown with BPD, relationship issues: dependency
The past and (in some countries) current lockdowns have generated various mental health issues. Rates of depression, anxiety and paranoia are sky high, even in those who don't usually suffer from mental illness. This is not my case: well, I struggled a lot so it is, but I have a pre-existing condition which completely blew … Continue reading Surviving a Lockdown with BPD, relationship issues: dependency
Be back soon! Keep the dysfunctionality club going!
Many things have happened in my life recently, positive and negative. I have felt happiness, more hope than ever and have a great desire to finally beat this illness. I am also writing a book, about the emotions I feel, have felt and how they have influenced my life. This is what I will work … Continue reading Be back soon! Keep the dysfunctionality club going!




