I wrote this after one of the many panic attacks I had during lockdown. I hope you enjoy. She tried to take a deep breath, only to find it felt like a thousand needles pricking her lungs. Her head felt heavy, eyes droopy, as the sought after high kicked in.She was in excruciating pain. Not … Continue reading A panic Attack – Short Story
This illustration is dedicated to Alec Benjamin's song: "My mind is a prison". I find this song very relatable and hope you enjoy the illustration. "I don't live in California, I'll inform you, that's not where I reside.I'm just a tenant, paying rent inside this body and I,got two windows and those windows, well I'll … Continue reading “My mind is a prison”
It is currently 11,45 PM, I've taken all my sleeping medication, yet I can't seem to fall asleep. Don't get me wrong, I feel exhausted and would wish for nothing more than a good night's sleep, but unfortunately this isn't the case and as soon as I put my head on the pillow I'm overwhelmed … Continue reading Sleeping… Or absence of such
I have decided to write a brief post to keep the community updated on a great deal of new and positive events in my life. Many things have changed. I have a new boyfriend, I am trying my hardest (and slowly succeeding) in healing my relationship with my parents, for the first time I am … Continue reading My steps in recovery
This image was (obviously, if you are familiar with the manga) inspired by Raven from "Pandora Hearts". Nonetheless, I feel it expresses the loneliness felt in being chained to your demon, unable to run from it. This relates to my latest post about anorexia which I hope you enjoyed, as well as this picture. Dysfunctional … Continue reading The Chains of Despair
This is a problem many people have, it may even be what may be considered the downside (if one must insist on finding one) of videogames and the reason why there are South Korean children able to beat you and a team of five by themselves. With my incredibly dysfunctional lifestyle, I have found that … Continue reading How NOT to Play Videogames (obsessive playing)
How NOT to be functional 