I'm going through massive life changes right now and though I see a lot of positive, I also feel confused and scared. This short excerpt from a short story describes my confusion and sense of loss. Truth be told, I'm scared of losing myself and becoming someone else. I'm drowning. Algae are suffocating me, pulling … Continue reading Change and fear
Just a quick sketch to remind myself that there is always hope. Yours sincerely, Dysfunctional Girl
Yesterday was a special day for a very simple reason: I managed to relax. My parents brought me to an adventure park in the mountains and I had a great time. It's strange for me to feel in a good mood, but I was. On the courses, my mind was free. It was just me, … Continue reading A special day…
Sometimes you can't plan everything. I like walking places, but not being alone and often try to make plans so that I arrive right on time to meet someone walking there. Of course, many things can go wrong. Today I had plans with two friends: one cancelled last minute, the other arrived an hour late. … Continue reading Yesterday I didn’t give in… We can do it
TW for ED's. She could feel the numbness taking over. Usually, one can assume absence of anger is a good sign. Nonetheless, she tried to concentrate on how his attention wasn't on her and winced in frustration when it solicited no response. It wasn't selfish, she didn't want to get angry and lash out; it … Continue reading Spiralling
This illustration is dedicated to Alec Benjamin's song: "My mind is a prison". I find this song very relatable and hope you enjoy the illustration. "I don't live in California, I'll inform you, that's not where I reside.I'm just a tenant, paying rent inside this body and I,got two windows and those windows, well I'll … Continue reading “My mind is a prison”
Sometimes you're okay. Sometimes not. Today, I'm going to concentrate on the latter... This poem is about one of those moments, however, no matter how hopeless you feel, there's always hope. Run, I must run. Run. I'm running, life thrown at me as I glide through time, struggling to reach what is not possible to … Continue reading Run to the light
Ever since school has started, I have been (not so slowly) slipping down that usual path which always brings me to hospitalization. First, it's not eating breakfast. Then lunch, or any meal where you aren't home. Then the meals where you are home… and so on, until I'm not eating anything, fainting randomly and just … Continue reading Fighting Back!
A little message to all who are struggling with a relapse.
An honest insight... what it means to have a bad week when you suffer from mixed psychiatric disorders.
How NOT to be functional 