Dysfunctioning

If you're suffering: get help. I did this morning, it worked.

Leap of faith

A few days ago I wrote a post about the fear of change. This is because, over the last few days, I was overwhelmed by the thought of who I would be and what would remain of me without the eating disorder. It is always nice to imagine being healthy when you're so far away … Continue reading Leap of faith →

Be back soon! Keep the dysfunctionality club going!

Many things have happened in my life recently, positive and negative. I have felt happiness, more hope than ever and have a great desire to finally beat this illness. I am also writing a book, about the emotions I feel, have felt and how they have influenced my life. This is what I will work … Continue reading Be back soon! Keep the dysfunctionality club going! →

Anorexia: whisperings

This was written to try and express my thought processes as I fell into this trap and relapsed over and over again. Unfortunately it was a very heartfelt piece. --- She's telling me she knows how to fix me. She's whispering into my ear, sweet words of hope. She's promising numbness, absence of pain. She's … Continue reading Anorexia: whisperings →

You are NEVER alone

As you may have noticed, I haven't written in a few days and though that is due to my dysfunctionality, this time there were more profound personal reasons why and I would like to share some of them with you. The time will come where I will share more about my life but for now … Continue reading You are NEVER alone →

Kingdom of Dust

When I was inpatient my psychiatrist told me to try and write a prologue or short story which was fantasy, my favourite genre. This is what I came up with and I would like to share it with you. It was a moment in my life in which I did not see much hope and … Continue reading Kingdom of Dust →

Hope

She crawled around in the dark, trying aimlessly to find her bearings in the ever spinning surroundings. Blinded, she fell hard to the ground when a table seemed to take a sharp turn left. Nonetheless, she kept crawling. She found a door and pried it open with her foot, dragging herself out of the room. She found … Continue reading Hope →