I haven't written in a while. Honestly, when my boyfriend broke up with me, I was heartbroken. I passed a lot of days in bed feeling lonely and depressed and lost a lot of my will to live, it was as if a spark had been turned off. This is why I didn't write, I … Continue reading Healing
Unexpected;A fracture in my worn out heart.I'm falling apart;Drowning in an ocean of my own tears. Disconnected;My mind is nowhere to be found.I'm falling apart;Torturous thoughts ringing in my ears. Rejected;Focused on my wound.I'm falling apart;Hoping there's someone who cares. Reflected;In the mirror.Reduced to a shadow of my pain and loss. Bleeding Heart Yours sincerely, … Continue reading Heartbroken
I wrote a post on what it means to me to have BPD, however it isn't the same for everybody. The last month I have been collecting answers to this very question and this post is the result of my research. Remember, BPD is a serious disability that can ruin people's lives and should be … Continue reading What does it mean to have BPD? – a collective answer
I wrote this after one of the many panic attacks I had during lockdown. I hope you enjoy. She tried to take a deep breath, only to find it felt like a thousand needles pricking her lungs. Her head felt heavy, eyes droopy, as the sought after high kicked in.She was in excruciating pain. Not … Continue reading A panic Attack – Short Story
When you lose someone dear, you're overcome by a feeling of emptiness. Unfortunately, my grandmother passed last week. She had been suffering from Alzheimer's for some time now and it's been hard: now she can rest in peace. I dedicate this poem to her, for all the good she's done for others. She has always … Continue reading Rest in peace…
Chapter two (Lucas) I looked at my dirt stained hands and couldn’t help feeling resentful. Not that I had expected a better placement, given my parents’ status as feelers, but it definitely would have been nice. The words I had written in the mud, “A wish for freedom.”, were sketched into my mind. Nonetheless, as … Continue reading When Night Falls: Chapter 2
Imagine a world where Love is lost, a world in which to love, means to die. Imagine Love, the strongest of emotions, suffocated; forgotten, buried deep underground with those who used to know it. “Love” is a meaningful word. It lingers in the air where other words dissolve. Initials carved into a tree, spray painted … Continue reading When Night Falls: Prologue
Her hair swayed in the wind, caressing her cheeks and gently wrapping itself around her gentle features. The first few droplets could be felt and she opened her arms wide, welcoming the water as if they were a source of energy. Splattered patterns of wet fabric formed spirals and swirls on her summer clothes as … Continue reading Ambient Piece
In this post I would like to express my eternal gratitude to a person who has been and is incredibly close to me, helping me every step of the way. This person has shown bravery, patience, understanding and love in ways I did not believe possible. For over four years he has been here through … Continue reading Dear Love
I, like so many others, have had my fair share of messed up, wrong and just generally dysfunctional relationships. Whether it my or their fault, these partners often even somehow contributed to the issues that I now have. Nonetheless, I have learnt a few things, specifically: how NOT to be in a relationship. 1.Over-clinginess. I … Continue reading How NOT to Be in a Relationship
How NOT to be functional 